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"i like you i like you i know theres badness too but i like you theres a big difference between being a bad person nd being a good person thats done bad things its a subtle shift in thinking but it might be one of the most important shifts theres a big difference between being a bad person nd being a good person thats done bad things i spent a lot of time in my life with the belief that i was defective in some way that there was a quality inside me that made me unfit or unworthy even rotten nd if i screwed up nd faced anger or disappointment i used it as justification for that belief it was almost like returning home nd if things were going well something would nag at me nd remind me that a reckoning was coming that id be ratted out as unfit unworthy even rotten its weird i used to have these dreams where i killed someone nd i was about to get caught nd i was terrified but it also sort of felt right it felt right nd that part of me is a darkness its a secret why would you want to tell someone that you were unfit unworthy even rotten nd it grows in secrecy nd it claims territory nd it adds a but to all of yr accomplishments nd gifts i did that but they like me but it says remember in the end the only thing you can count on is me because i know youre unfit unworthy even rotten it gets angry easily it hears blame in peoples voices when there isnt blame it equates disappointment with disgust it measures friendship nd love by what can be taken away nd not by what is there nd that is what shame feels like shame is that secret belief that youre unfit unworthy even rotten"

say everything i had
take you somewhere to fix yr fragile mouth
cant hate you all enough
you had it right once again
i want to shake to break yr little hands
doesnt mean much in the end
you pray for remorse
you try nd find a way out
you try
but its too way out
i love you halfway now
you pray for remorse as you try nd find a way out
you try
but its too way out
i love you halfway now
you pay for remorse
you try nd find a way out
you try
but its yr way out
i love you halfway now
i pay for you more as you try nd find a waiter
you try
but its too way out
i love you halfway now

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from Even When I'm Sick, released August 26, 2016
ZeFrank's "Shame"
James Roy Sullivan - instruments, vocals
Nicholas Donovan Libby - instruments
Spencer Jacob Holmes - instruments

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Good Hope Vanilla is an indie rock-dressed, post-hardcore / shoegazing attempt from central Massachusetts.

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